I had a quick vision of Jesus and me, I saw him sitting on the ground and me also, and he was talking. Again, he had his white robe on and his hood was up this time. I saw some of the words and knew he was speaking about my fears of this calling and his promises. I told him I wasn’t sure I can do this prophecy stuff, because it was hard, lonely and I felt frustrated a lot bc of what he opened my eyes too. I ended up leaving groups on facebook that seemed to all just ask one another questions and they didn’t have the answers bc they were not really going to him…the true teacher. I found myself answering the questions of many people that said they were seers who saw visions, yet how did I know the answers and they did not? The one’s who frustrated me, were the one’s telling wrong truths to others or attacking his true believers, completely against his real truth. I saw this as an attack of the enemy. I said to Jesus I don’t know how to deal with this…it was so much. I see too much errors now or the enemies plots in destroying truth or people in pain and it was hurting my heart. This is why he came to talk…I really wanted him to give me another easier calling (how selfish of me), but Jesus came and sat beside me and I felt such peace and gentleness in him speaking and teaching that I knew I wanted to be just like him. Notice how he got down on the ground humbly beside me! I knew I could do it with him teaching and helping me and giving grace for my mistakes or misunderstandings. I knew I wanted to teach the way he has taught me…with Love, patience, humbleness and understanding. I wanted to help people for him, but if I try to do it in my own strength I will fail. That is my love and gift to him, if my sacrifices are even worthy enough for such a beautiful heart like his. I don’t know how good I will be at it, but I know if he asked me…how can I deny someone I love that came to me and hunted me down with his love and compassion?
Vision: I went walking with my son through a wooded walking trail and God gave me a vision similar to that later except it was at night and I looked on the muddy walking trail ground and saw glowing fish in colorful water in one small circular area….they were silver with orange glows primarily. There were beautiful bright colors all around them. This made me realize, there is beauty beyond what we can see in this world. Beauty beyond the darkness was the meaning of this vision.
God showed me two words: “Longsuffering” and “Beloved.” I went through another trial, but he fixed it all as he always does, so these words were to encourage me this is part of the beginning process. Many tend to ignore the “longsuffering” as a fruit of spirit, but suffering due to sacrifices for God is a fruit and does not go unnoticed with God. God is faithful to get us to be in all fruits with time and walking beside him. We have to remember we will never be perfect in all things only Jesus was, but we will get closer and closer each step we walk with him. We become like those we spend the most time with! Another lovely pattern of the Lord that he put on earth to reveal a message. Walk with him to become like him and then you will understand him!
Galatians 5:22-23 (KJV) 22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, 23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
A Love Song From Jesus-
God gave me a song: I woke to hearing the words of this song: So take these broken wings and learn to fly again, learn to live so free…..
The song is Mr. Mister-Broken Wings
Words Repeated to My Spirit: I have gotten so many messages of “Now is the Time” that I am starting to think things are getting ready to happen….however I have learned not to focus on this until God actually say’s it’s time to me, but it’s def stronger.