People seem to think that because of my sadness in life this could be me making up stories, yet God reveals things about them to me in visions and they still don’t believe. He gives me so much future things that actually come true and yet no one cares. They seem to think I am all for attention, or they say things like it’s just bc of stress. People I have suffered great stress much more then now, and did not hear him for years, so that can’t be true ether. I am the most normal person you will meet, and hearing the creator speak is more normal then NOT hearing him at all. I have been through rejection after rejection, just because of how real he has shown me and it is expected bc the road is narrow he said. It’s not an easy road at all just like his disciples had experienced, so why would all these ppl go through so much rejection and pain…BECAUSE HE IS REALLY REVEALING HIMSELF to those who listen and have ears to hear and eyes to see. If you made up your mind already…there is your answer. However, if you really want to know if he is real…WHY NOT ASK him to PROVE it like I did and seek him out just like you do a really hard math problem? What if everything I am saying is true and your missing it, because of pride? Don’t think I wanna risk eternity for anyone or just because IDK. if you truly don’t know…seek out the truth and that is where he meets you.
As far as the I just seek attention…first, I am very backwards/shy and the last thing I want is attention on me…second, show me where I reveal who I am for atttention? Do I really seek that kind of attention to be put down and rejected for speaking truth? Idk anyone who would unless it were all true. No one knows who I am and in rl I am still rejected if they do. I have no desire for human attention, nor will I ever care for it bc most are very cruel with the wrong motives bc they have not met the maker Jesus like I have. I feel sorry for the lost, they think they have the answers, but really it’s why deep down they are unsatisfied and unsettled in life or will be close to death. They will always feel something is more or missing out there, but too bad they can’t press in enough to see there is so much more of God we can get.
My happiness is not from the world, but inside I have my treasure and he is my happiness and restores what the world keeps breaking. My road is very hard and it’s not bc of God it’s bc of man, but I figured out the real truth and I am very satisfied knowing who I will be with one day because I figured out what is real. God said we are not of the world, so the world will hate us.
John 17:16 They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world…
John 15:18-19 If the world hates you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. 19 If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you.