I have been wrestling with God again about somethings and he said to me: “I am also providence?” This was in white words again. There was actually a question mark at the end and I believe it was there because I was questioning his provision and he was giving me a choice of do you believe I am also providence for you? He was saying, why do you question it? This is not just for me I know, but everyone who struggles. I want to add that God has always provided my needs, but my flesh does get in the way at times same as everyone else. God also told me to “have faith” at one point. Providence can mean God providing what we need, but I have also seen it can mean protection and care from him. Providence can be in the form of miracles or in the natural form. It means he will provide what he see’s we need ahead and beyond. This is not always our desires, but our needs. I have to remind myself, it’s not about me and it’s all about him. It’s hard for me to realize, he already has my mistakes and needs planned ahead. He will fix our broken paths, so we can rest in that.
The word “providence” comes from the Latin providentia (Gk. pronoia [provnoia]) and means essentially foresight or making provision beforehand. To read more about the biblical meaning go here: https://www.biblestudytools.com/dictionary/providence-of-god/
Acts 24:2 KJV And when he was called forth, Tertullus began to accuse him, saying, Seeing that by thee we enjoy great quietness, and that very worthy deeds are done unto this nation by thy providence…
For everyone struggling with provision from God, please watch this video for encouragement: https://youtu.be/O_IZ4PTd_BA
Vision: I saw this vision around the same time I saw God’s words about providence…I saw my hands and they had what looked like bread in them. This vision was unique because it froze for about 10 seconds and most of my visions are very quick. I knew it was my hands I was seeing with bread. There is meaning of the bread of life in God’s word and this can go with the word providence.
“And Jesus said unto them, I am the bread of life: he that cometh to me shall never hunger; and he that believeth on me shall never thirst . . . I am that bread of life . . . Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except ye eat the flesh of the Son of man, and drink his blood, ye have no life in you.”
God has showed me some insights into this harvest he is talking about now and I found a link that explains it beautifully. It is not easy to not get to see the results of your own sowing at times and this is one of my struggles also. Not all of us will get to see the results right away or at all, but God assured me he is in the process of harvesting now. https://www.gotquestions.org/spiritual-harvest.html
Dream: I was dreaming of big red and I wake up and see a text message that my friend sent about how they have big red in his country now. It’s crazy I see things ahead like this.
He has been saying: Beyond
Vision: I saw a man dark haired sitting outside on a patio set with a table in the center and there was a can placed on the table. He was cracking something open…a crab shell maybe? It was some kind of shell and I believe he was going to eat it. He was laughing and with others.
Dream: Some guy was entertaining people and possibly this was a youtube video for entertaining. He had a good size audience and he made them laugh. He demonstrated some kind of joke with a kid who spoke german possibly and he started to speak to the child in a russian or german language or maybe it was dutch not sure tbh. I felt it was russian more. I was somehow in the crowd and he kept calling on me and wanting to use me in the show but I was too shy to do it.