God came to me again speaking a lot and I was talking back, yet not fully awake. I tried to wake to write down, but sometimes it’s hard for me and then I forget most of it. One word he made sure I remembered was “REFRESH” and I saw this in white words before he started speaking. I wish I could remember all we spoke about, but I know it was him trying to encourage my spirit. Now that I remember this two day’s later, I feel bad bc I was so frustrated again with him yesterday about something. I did apologize, and I know he understands I’m having a hard time with things. He promises an end even here on earth for his followers after suffering for a while, but you do get to a point of being so done before he decides to do it 1 Peter 5:10. Not sure why fully he allows so much, but I am sure it’s for our growth and wisdom spiritually. God does and will refresh you even in trials, testing and refining. He will refresh your spirit to be able to withstand anything. It’s his strength, not ours that he proves to all in weak times.
A child that loves their father, and has to learn to trust them even if they are gone too long getting milk. The child has no clue where the parent went or why so silent/distant, but that parent was working secretly to provide and bring good things. It’s a process with God too spiritually for us. God has to work around our free will choices sometimes bc we may wander. Our flesh fights against him. Chosen means, we do it his way. We surrendered to his will over our own and we trust. That is why the road is narrow. Wasn’t Jesus our example and didn’t he spend his life as an example for us to do the will of God? Didn’t Jesus say his family is those who do the will of his father? Matthew 7:21, Matthew 12:50, Luke 8:21…If you do not know his will for you…ask him to reveal it!
Jeremiah 31:25 For I have satiated the weary soul, and I have replenished every sorrowful soul.
Acts 3:19-26 …19 Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord. 20 And he shall send Jesus Christ, which before was preached unto you: 21 Whom the heaven must receive until the times of restitution of all things, which God hath spoken by the mouth of all his holy prophets since the world began.
More scriptures on refresh: https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/refresh/
Visions of Jesus: One Jesus was in a white full clothed priest robe again. It was even up to his neck with buttons and long sleeves, but pure white. Not sure why he shows me himself like this sometimes. The second vision he was more in work type sleeveless robe with both hands resting on like a shovel and he was looking at me. I know he was like why you so frustrated, you see me working here haha.
Heard: Two times heard prophecy drops again. I am hearing these a lot lately.
Heard: Again it seemed in the midst of God talking to me he mentioned something ab “Time”
Vision: I saw a vision of 6 products on my store I have been trying to get going and they had the color black in them. Hmmm maybe he does not approve of these items.
Dream: I was pregnant and I believe I saw the strong man’s hand reach out to me. I was making dinner and prob ab 4 months. Whaaa lol Idk ab this….I am not sure about having another baby, but if God wants me too. Sometimes this could be a spiritual birth meaning. Time will tell.
Dream: I was dreaming of a youtube lady I was watching and she was prophetic too…then she shows on screen two people of me and I believe the strong man. She say’s these are two listeners very devoted to following God. I took that as maybe he listened to one of them also.
Dream: About my second Aunt L who was sending a note to her husband bc they were struggling in marriage. She somehow put my artwork up in her home.